hey all you Lovely strong freaky people!
So a little background - I was raised a JW in Ny till I was 16 and then I left and later got DFshipped- all my family except one bro is still hardcore into it. This was 8 years ago. I spend almost no time thinking about it and spent a year or twoat first bitter and hating and now I think most days I have moved on and then BAM somthing happens, someone says something, or I see a JW and get this sudden rush of well, CRazyness, almost nasuea. All my freinds and family now( non-jw of course) are super sympathetic but really have no idea how incredibly F@#$ed up the whole thing is. Just reading about it now was like a cold splash in the face. Thats all- I feel like maybe talking with some peepes who Actually know Exactly and maybe hearing how you guys dealt/deal with it in a positive and wonderful way- not pretending it never happened but also not just being negative. wow. I am gonna have trouble going to sleep- I would love to hear from you all! Gnite!
Rinna
ps: Does anyone else have a really twisted sense of humor because of this? !!! I consider it one of the benefits of this background!
So a little background - I was raised a JW in Ny till I was 16 and then I left and later got DFshipped- all my family except one bro is still hardcore into it. This was 8 years ago. I spend almost no time thinking about it and spent a year or twoat first bitter and hating and now I think most days I have moved on and then BAM somthing happens, someone says something, or I see a JW and get this sudden rush of well, CRazyness, almost nasuea. All my freinds and family now( non-jw of course) are super sympathetic but really have no idea how incredibly F@#$ed up the whole thing is. Just reading about it now was like a cold splash in the face. Thats all- I feel like maybe talking with some peepes who Actually know Exactly and maybe hearing how you guys dealt/deal with it in a positive and wonderful way- not pretending it never happened but also not just being negative. wow. I am gonna have trouble going to sleep- I would love to hear from you all! Gnite!
Rinna
ps: Does anyone else have a really twisted sense of humor because of this? !!! I consider it one of the benefits of this background!
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Re: Wow this seems Kinda weird
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 11:28 PMYeah, it's kind of surreal when I see JW's out in service. Like my past happend to someone else...I guess it did in a way because I'm a different person today than I was then. And yes, I can say it has given me a very twisted sense of humor.
